Saturday, March 04, 2006
well, the going home at six to seven everyday, with sticky bodies and hands filled with paint may not sound like a very pleasing thing to the ear but well, i have to say that the in-between was fun (: haha i think its now really about WHO you hang out with (: i guess i just wanna say thankyou to charis, jasmine, eugena, bianca, cherie and trish for being patient and stuff and making every OM session such a pleasure! (: hmmm... we've had our bit of arguments, disagreements and unhappiness but well, it all ended well right? (: i think i've improved quite a bit in the sense that last time i reallyreallyreally had to have things MY WAY, maybe im too pampered or spoilt or whatever but over the years, as i grow up, i realised that certain things cant be forced. if its not urs, its not yours. accept the fact and move on (: looking past several things really help ALOT ((:
anyway, now that om is sorta over, unless we get into the finals and we gotta perform at acsi, then...its not exactly over. but well, i dun think we'll get in ): hahha actually im not all that sad. i dun exactly care =/ its ungraded anyway. and, i think we really screwed up alot and its really stressful and stuff ): so yeah. im like half-half! x) hahahah the backdrop was dying. and i think the dance was dammit messy ): so yeah, heck since its already over! x)
well we were apparently rushing through the whole day today =/ or shld i say everyday. hmm that reminds me about thursday. sometimes i just hate talking to teachers personally in the sense that. it always makes me tear. and i dunno why im always the first few to start first ): maybe im too emotional =/ that time we were talking to mr han also like that. but i hate sunlao. she totally made me FURIOUS. and i was like overwhelmed with emotions that i reallyreallyreally CRIED. in the sense that i was sorta hyperventilating and i was still talking. maybe i was half-shouting, i dunno. but it was just having breathing difficulties =/ haha okay i think i dont make sense ):
but anyway, it was supposed to be a CLASS MEETING. and then she HAD to freaking ask the subject reps. to like write down who havent been handing in homework. and then we were like quite reluctant cos u know what our class is like, they'll blame us one lah. damn gay -.- and soooo she kept insisting that they do it. and when we talked about the "but then later alot of people wont like us" that kinda thing and then we ended up debating =/ and then. she kept on pushing the blame on us. and i cldnt take it anymore. too many things were like happening at the same time, so many things were on my mind, not to mention now she had to push the blame to us. and so i broke. i just started crying. then at first i just turned around cos i cld feel the tears already. and i was sorta pissed with her too. then i hid behind bianca. then cos charis was beside me. then she saw =/ then she got a shock. hahaha. anyway back to the topic. she called us childish. what is her problem. i think she's the childish one. and she kept insisting that we werent trying. what is her problem. WHAT IS HER PROBLEM LAH. if u cant see that we're trying already, then thats ur problem, okay? stop pushing the dammit blame on us. we've already tried and teachers still criticise us, they still give bad remarks about us, what can we do? and people get tired okay. what is ur problem. she said that cos the teachers kept giving bad remarks so we showed them how badder we can get -.- she's dammit freaking sarcastic i cant stand her. and i've been giving her my black face these few days. PLUS. she keeps brooding on what we talked about on thursday. LIKE WTH. STOP IT OKAY. U WANT THEN TELL US IN THE FACE LAH. FREAK YOU. BE SO INDIRECT FOR WHAT. MAKE SO MANY TURNS FOR WHAT. NOT LIKE THERE'S NO ROAD IN FRONT OF U RIGHT. MIGHT AS WELL SAVE UR ENERGY RIGHT. CRAP HER.
okay enough about the annoying shit. my body's damn tired today ): sigh. went to lian li liang today AGAIN. and the ti tui made me tired like nobody's shit business ): AHHHHHHHHHH! ): anyway i think my back muscles are strong and my stomach muscles are weak like crap ): how ironic =/ hahahaha ohwell! i think my back muscles are COOL! LIKE ME XD lol okay (:
hmmm so today dance we had to do handstand again. and me and zephyr din dare to do AGAIN. ): oh many. psychological barrier. damn sad case ): well laoshi wants us to go and learn no-hand cartwheel. but a few people only. im too lazy to type out =/ soooooo NVM. hahahahahh
RAWR I AM DAMN TIRED ):
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